All the boys ever wanted
was to get banged,
to get their socks
blown off &
something else
about swollen rocks.

And who knew of intimacy?

When body parts got to talking
& the heat was turned up,
when two were ready to get down
to some serious monkey business,
nobody ever thought of emotions.
There was no time,
we had to get busy,
it was a ball!

But still somehow,
I always knew,
there was
something deeper
than all of that.
A few wet-kisses
a wham,
a bam &
sometimes maybe,
a thank you m'am,
just seemed
so empty.

And now,
looking back,
things seem clearer,
it was truly
something
more special
& not just plain ***.