you care for me like a new mother cares for her young. i do not deserve this care, but it is always given. i wish that your love was as easy to obtain. it is with honour and pride that you give out your love. you only love those who are worthy, and i am not. you care generously. you love selectively. i am not deserving of your care but i get it. i am not deserving of your love and i don't get it.