She says she just wants to stay friends
But i can't hide my feelings and pretend
I don't think about her every day.
My memories of her will forever stay
wedged inside my mind.
She just wants to casually date
but I'm always wondering about the state
of our "friendship". So I'll walk up to her door,
to ask if she wants anything more
but the second I see her smiling face,
I realize that I have no case.
For now, it doesn't need to be "official"
as long as it loving and beneficial.
Through many years of pain and strife,
I've never been so happy in my entire life.
and maybe, just maybe this loving friend
will still be with me in the end...