Nobody told me it would happen like this. I kissed an older woman who taught me the ropes, she instructed me on finer sensual pleasures, the things a wanton-lady likes.
It's been wonderful, uphill ever since or down, depending on how you look at it.
The benefit is, I'm insatiable & it drives me to the brink of insanity at times, this genuine lust, the need to seed.