this is my silver lining in the midst of chaos and issues your side of the party brings. good job for telling everyone your side of the sob story. before they even heard yours, they heard ours first. we already know what your true color is before you even let it show to us or for everyone to see.

you know what you are deep within. and you know me too. things stolen or gotten are worth restored and exchanged for something new. but a relationship broken cannot be fixed. how can I fix it when I try my best to communicate but you chose to disclose my personal issues. my behaviors, personalities, problems and past mistakes does not define me. It does not give me an identity no matter how good or bad I did to protect your name.
gratefulness is freely given. I will not let you impose it or I will not let you be forced to show it to me.

I am not saying this to clear my name. I let time clear things. God saw what I did, but he did not judge me. God sees your heart. so do not tell me you are kind but to be exact, you turned bitter. did the world try to change you or you chose to become like that? Look. You tried to brainwash me and I did not submit to your whims. So, instead, you control my surroundings.

did you have fun? did you do a good job tormenting me or ruining my life? what's in it for you? did what you do satisfied your feelings? if yes, then all I can say is God bless. You know what, one thing I will never be is to end up like you. You used someone to climb your way up high. Your ambitions without God is nothing. Try to live a good life okay?