Lying in a bed with him
Where he told me how much he wants me
While I longed to hear the word only lovers hold the right to speak
I was his altar every night but only for the *** part

his voice low as he whispered his secret into my ear
While his hand was my pillow
he ran his fingers through my hairs
I lay there wide awake hoping to know him

I felt like my oxygen was being taken away
It is the only way to put it into words
he slept by my side while
Someone else possessed him in dreams