How do I measure success when all I have felt is failure.

Even in times of success I somehow fall short.

My mind is a mystery to me.

Thinking it's my companion it turns out to be my biggest enemy.

Fast at making me reach my goals and even faster in tearing me down.

How do I fight the evil that is me?

Can I hit it, ignore it, discourage it to my own detriment?

Questions and answers I all know but can't produce.