I want to be violent I want to destroy everything in my path I want to **** my mother whom i held so dear years ago I want people to shudder as they see me go I want to watch something bleed the way I have been bleeding for years I want to bruise my knuckles Stab my voice into someones ears then they´ll listen I want to drink the blood of all the boys I´ve loved paint my eyelids with it so I can glisten I want to scream so loud that I can shatter walls simple right? Ill do feminine things, that´s all