my legs are closed now
so it's all through to you

you say:
what a night
you're fantastic
well
that was fun
while it lasted

I say:
oh yeah
it is was hot
but
let’s keep it
casual

My lips
betray
me
I go numb
I stare blankly
Put a stupid
Smile on my Face
Blow air in my brain

I thought
I’d be okay
Because
its just a
lay.
I had a say, ok?

despite my efforts
to deny it, to hide it
I’m coming unglued
My heart in two
because
it's through
to you

I wonder your answers
to the questions
left behind
in my mind

what's your middle name?
what time were you born?
where do you take other girls on dates?
am i just a flake, full of rage?

do you have a favorite
cursive letter?
if you love someone,
do you tell them?

I think
I’m starting to melt
The tears, they well
my mind set on fire
because how dare you

does your mama
know you're
a lying lush?
do your bros
know that you're
a lousy ****?

will you remember me?
i hope to forget you soon
although it's doubtful

Oxytocin hits
Make it easier
to pretend
to forget
Fill my cup up
Again and again
I indulge
once more
then on and on
my heart is torn
into 4, then 8
til it disintegrates

I said:
go on
get gone
don't make
me late