is this gonna hurt? I wonder,
I watch from behind a wall you built,
the world of strangers you let in,
while I am kept in the dark,
they see your sun-drenched momemnts,
your laugther, such effortless easae,
as I stand alone , begging you to notice me.

You give everyone all your pieces,
of a life you guard from me,
kindness for those who never did a thing for you,
a love I'll never see.
This pit in my heart does not heal,
I can't stop the bleeding, as I pour all I have for you,
there is no thank you, no care in the world,
just silence, an echo, empty , hue.

Just when I begin to heal,
to stand tall, in a world where we dont collide,
you come back like a storm,
and I fall at your feet,
your touch soft, subtle, loving,
but your mind, says "you dont care"
it tears my world apart.

The future I dreamed of is fading to black,
this is going to hurt, I try to sedate it,
to bottle it in, but it does not work.,
I start to a imagine a world where there was no us.,
So please, make it easy,
let me go, don't get angry, don't have a care in the world,
we dont have to fix this ,we don't have to stay,
I'll love you either way,
but time will heal, and the sun will rise tomorrow, and it'll be okay.