We began as strangers, soft collisions in the quiet— a glance, a laugh, a brush of air between us.
I traced the curve of something that almost was, afraid to name it, afraid to break it. So I held my heart in silence, loving you where you’d never see.
Every moment pulled me closer— yet you stayed just far enough that I could never touch you, never know if you ever turned toward me.
And maybe it was just me— the only one who fell, the only one who waited for a sign that never came.
And some nights, when the world is quiet, it crushes me— the thought that you must have known, that you must have felt the tremor of my heart and still chose the silence.
My heart broke not from rejection, but from the way we both turned away, pretending not to see what hung between us.
Now we are strangers again, but strangers with memories— memories that stalk me like a shadow with teeth, gnawing at the quiet, reminding me that we were once so close— and maybe, somewhere, still are.
And in the dark, I hate that a part of me is still waiting for you.
It's been a long time... just dumping this here while I let myself marinate in this feeling (yeah, I’m relapsing) HAHAHA