To think my problems matter me and my little worries To think my issues even matter To think I'm the unluckiest man and now I see others suffer a fraction of what I can even fathom and I may even consider myself the luckiest for me and my tiny problems don't come close to what worse people could suffer to think I was going through a lot yet out here I seem so privileged like a tiny speck...crying out for attention... Now I've seen people suffer...what I've suffered in my sleep they are living the life...The life I've had in my nightmares The bigger picture...is...truly terrifying To think I even mattered...