There is a small man, wrapping steel wire around my brain. He steers my body, My breath, My thoughts... He plucks them carefully, Precisely. Telling me when to move, Act, Think–
How to Disappear.
He takes control with his reins Blurring me into a stranger That my reflection doesn’t recognize
The wire stays invisible, But they’ve slipped, from my mind, to my wrists, My feet.
They bind me.. tightening, twisting me Forcing me into a body not for me
But I found the blade. not of steel, But truth.
And I will cut the strings. Then, I will be free
I will finally be me
My experience as a transman and how I felt before my transition.