Today is my birthday, I’m turning eleven. My one wish is that when I’m twenty, I still feel like seven. I hear yelling, An explosion of pandemonium. I rush downstairs, Tripping over them. My smile stretches from wall to wall I see my loving parents, Knives in hand, And at each other’s throats. The smile fades. No wishes of any kind. I return to my room. Take pencils. And make myself blind.