I was born into a famine that had nothing to do with bread. Love was rationed in screams or absence, served in scraps too small to even fill a sparrow. It folded children into masks, teaching them to barter their bodies, their brilliance, for one spoonful of being seen.
Starvation is generational — My grandparents wore silence like a second skin, their hunger pressed into my parents’ palms who learned to mistake approval for affection, discipline for devotion.
By the time it reached us, the scarcity became lineage: my sister and I daughters of starvation, gnaw on shadows, calling it comfort, rehearsing the same ache — our bodies learning to beg in disguises.
Late twenties, and the fridge hums louder than I do bones hum with the ache of it, eyes swollen from begging the air to answer back. I peel the silence open with my teeth. There’s nothing inside. I am tired of carrying an empty bowl across centuries.
I will not pass down a hollow mouth. May my hands unlearn famine. Love will be abundant in the soil I leave behind.