Two finches perch on my balcony railing They stare at me through the window I watch, sat at my desk, as they fidget Their tiny bodies expand with breath Feathered bellies rise and fall Short black talons hook around metal, clutching Glassy black bead eyes taking in my cloudy winter blue They stretch and shake out their wings, waiting The birds don't know that you moved
I get your mail sometimes I wonder who you must've been I wonder where you are now You must've cared about these birds, that they came back for you It's a strange feeling, piecing together the parts of you I know your name and your interest in fashion magazines While you don't know that I've lived here now, too
The woman below me leaves out a flat and shallow dish on her patio She keeps it filled to the rim with seeds and corn kernels Squirrels and rabbits dive for it Like a child into a pile of crispy autumn leaves The birds take too, of course They peck at the spill-over piles on the concrete When I see them, I think some could be the ones that visit me often, the two Although I know it's unlikely; there must be a thousand finches in this city Yet, I wonder if the act at least reminds them of you
You probably get prior tenant's mail Do you discover a story? Or do you simply throw it out, without a glance? Am I overthinking this? Are these two birds just random birds, taking a rest? Does it matter?
Two finches don't know that you moved They perch on my balcony railing They stare at me through the window Black meets blue They stretch and shake out their wings, leaving I hope they find you