I see you looking
Wondering when the pain will stop
Looking into the distance I see you crying and aching  

Sorrow is all you feel, you have no hope I know.
Why does she treat you that way
Why does he let her

All the questions I never really found the answer to if I'm being honest..
I wish i could tell you its all solved and I know all the answers to your whys
But I don't

I don't know why we were put through so much pain
I don't know why he chose her over us
And I don't know why mom acts the way she does.

I wish I could tell you they changed but the truth is they havn't..
You still feel, you still hurt
The feeling is much stronger now tho..

I'm sorry
I'm sorry you have to deal with this forever
Slow down stop growing up

Take in your childhood because it's not going to get better
Smell in the pretty flowers
Blow the dandelion and make a wish

Your wishes will someday find you and you will be here.
Writing this to yourself
Someday the old me will be the new me.