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Listening to my sister sob in the next room
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Flinching at every noise I hear through my door
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Watching YouTube on my computer, mouse hovering over the X on the screen, ready to hide
This is
Heart-pounding, fight-or-flight-inducing terror
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Mind racing, preparing excuses in my head for any possible attack
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Counting the minutes until I can escape
This is
A normal Sunday in the redacted house