I am lost
in between
longing
and acceptance.

I knew
the hurt's the same
from staying
to leaving.

My heart,
it closed
and love
did not fight.

Did I wake,
or just forgot
how to dream?
I'm still here.

I wanted
to be proven wrong,
give me
a thing to hold on.

I refused
clarity
for too long,
I savored the confusion.

A space
to grow
or a void
to fill.