On caffeine nights when I study late And drink for concentration, I lay awake with open eyes Wishing I could sleep Peacefully and dream relaxing dreams.
Dreams where I conjure Up images of running in fields Of clover or corn Of wet sand between our toes With the tide rolling in and out over our feet, Or lying in bed Holding you in my arms Sharing love to Quincy Jones.
I lay awake under the covers Cold in the room above the blankets Where I am warm and secure Wishing I could sleep and dream.
Sometimes we cry for sleep Where we can be alone in our beds Without companionship We donβt know if we want But we know we sometimes need.
In college I used to frequently drink coffee to stay awake and study. Who didn't right? Then I'd be too wired to sleep once I was done studying. You either lay awake, tossing and turning, or you relied on other means to fall asleep. That pathway is partially described and some parts not hinted. That is another story for another day.