I want to live forever more
I need more to live for
Deep inside my mind and soul
I feel it in my  core,

I try to live life healthy.
I'm content but I'm not wealthy
I live each day like it's my last
I'm a loner who lives stealthy

I want to live real happy
Being in love sometimes is ******
so I dont even take a chance
You can learn to love with out me

I have been through trials in my life
I got two kids, adog, ex wife
I have dealt with tribulations
My mind is sharper than a knife

I wish I knew what the future holds
Wish my ex wasn't so cold
Their the reason I won't remarry
If life was poker I would fold

I am old  or so i'm told, hair is all gray  
Wouldn't live differently any other way
Wanted to live 4ever i changed my mind
Want to die if its my time not another day