Hahaha.
Laugh at my pain,
These mixed signals make me feel vain.
But no one really cares,
And they don’t really want me.
They smile, then laugh,
But at me not with me.
I’m spiraling down,
Breaking myself,
Overthinking if it means something,
Or if I just need help.
I’ve lost my last bit of sanity,
And I can still see you
Just laughing loudly.
Watching me, waiting.
So I’ll laugh to,
Because it’s laugh or crack.
And im at school.