was out at break today, my best friend isnt here so when i went to hang out with our friend group, i felt very out of place. like no one bothers to talk to me unless my best friend is there. i eventually left to walk around by myself. i was unable to find my other friends so i just settled on walking around alone. i did return to them after a few laps but we didnt talk much. just walked to class basically. i feel like im just pouring my heart onto the keyboard and letting my feelings type, like im not even there. anyway, this is what i thought of while walking around.

i feel so out of place
they forget my name
and why im there.

the thoughts they just race,
they wont stop.
why wont they stop?

i think it needs more, maybe less. maybe it needs to be two separate pieces. not sure yet.

i take constructive criticism so let me know how i can fix this up a bit. theres a few rough edges.