Is it worth walking the tightline of life as a drunken trapeze artist— feeding on grass from the greener side? We are gentle, grazing creatures, trading paint against the rail fence, peering through cracks at a better life, always just out of reach. I meet the ceiling of my limits, hanging from the rafters of myself. I face the wall as if it could talk back, as if my skeletons could speak through the plaster of the closet that hides them.
Beneath the roar in my chest, a lion would still cry— but never in front of their pride, perhaps because of pride. A new man, mane brushed clean, yet what is new when the old still haunts, when it’s harder to forget regret than to accept what must be accepted? So I obliterate the past, declare death to the old self— all the undone things, all the debts unpaid.
On the cards I’ve been dealt, I keep a poker face for enemies. But I never play a hand just to impress; I clean up my own mess, one move at a time. Watch every step you take. This is life’s tightrope.