What am I to do
When you left me
What am I to say
When I don’t want any more pain

I found out last night
Your sister is obsessed
With gossiping about me
Posting pictures of me

I know you wouldn’t tell her to stop
I’m not mad
I’m understanding of circumstances
I see I’m not worth two words

But you can’t do the same
I live on without you
I keep quiet about my pain to survive
I’m not honest with you because you’re gone

Can’t you see it’s the same for me
I see you smiling and talking
I was hopeful you were happy
But I can’t help what doesn’t ask for it

This isn’t fair
You live in your mind
And you blame me
Like my love never existed

This isn’t fair
Every minute I watch myself be used
Gossiped and put in a horrible light
It kills me every night

I can’t give up
But hell do I want to
I don’t blame you
I just wish you loved me the same way


You won’t see this
I pray that you could
Because I still don’t blame you
I can’t explain for you to understand