The desperation, the tournament and the anguish pours right out of my cracked open soul. Flooding my entire being with such intense emotions that are so hard to control
I cried out in unrelenting pain but no one heard my plea there was not one that could save myself from me

Feeling as if my life was indeed in peril I was lost in a darkness I could not describe it was obvious that my only thoughts then were just how was I going to survive

These words seemed to have lept right off the page colder I was now corrupted with age
There was this huge hole inside of my very ******* soul, of course right though it the coldest winds did blow.

Losing myself further in what appeared to be a different time another place a place so forsaken
It seemed to be the perfect spot for someone with a broken heart oh how I was mistaken

The demons that lurked here you could not clearly see yet once again I cried out for some to save myself from me
Seeking out what I could only call salvation why was I swallowed up by the chaos upon my very creation

Roasting over the open flames in my own private hell I harbor forever all the secrets I can never tell
Tears do not cascade down my face I will not cry I just sit here quietly waiting for my turn to die

I travel on wearily to places even angels fear to go seeking out anything that could complete me make me whole

The deafening sound of silence was all I could hear filling me completely with dread doubt and most of all fear
I was destined to be among the ****** as long as I chose to remain right here.

So through the sinister night I strolled blindly for there was nothing at all I could see
I seemed to be chasing spirits that taunted follow me

So off in pursuit of something I was sure I would never find I once again traveled outside the parameters of my own mind

To error they say is to be human but to forgive is said to be divine. There has to be some kind of flaw in my grand design

My character has been assiasnated by people who know not who I really am they do not see the hell I have walked through they do not give a ****

All alone I now am wondering just what I should do confused and at my wits end I have no clue

I continue on moving forward attempting to adjust So I pine, I burn, and I perish leaving behind nothing but ashes that turn to dust

In this tainted moonlight that shines in the widows bright
I let go of every ache and pain with every word I write

My lines are twisted and perverse as well as explicit and profane and where would I be If I were not crazy going sane.

I have no other option but to confess that I am nothing but a hot mess heart beating sporadically inside my of chest filled with emotions mere words alone can not express

Fading to black just as thick clouds of smoke pollute the very air we breathe the most dangerous monster of all is the one we don't believe

The hardest one of all to conquer is the one we ourselves seemed to conjure even if I was in fact soon to be a goner I was determined to go out with honor