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You cheered for them. Every time. With every breath, every smile, every ounce of energy you had, you lifted them. You carried their victories on your back as if they were yours, and yet you asked nothing in return. Not a nod, not a glance, not a single moment of acknowledgment. You thought that love, that loyalty, that devotion… was enough.

You were wrong. So painfully, devastatingly wrong. Because in the silence that followed, you discovered a truth as sharp as a knife: they never cared. They never saw you. You were a stagehand, a shadow, a footnote in their story, a disposable cheer in the wings. Every cheer you gave, every hand you clapped, every word you whispered in praise… was swallowed by their indifference.

And it hurts, doesn’t it? That sting in your chest that refuses to fade, that gnawing ache that grows with each empty echo. You wonder if it was all a lie. Were you ever a person to them, or were you just a placeholder? A convenience wrapped in warmth, an audience for their brilliance, while your own brilliance was ignored, unseen, silenced?

Do you feel the venom curling inside you? The anger that tastes like iron and fire, like poison running through your veins? Let it burn. Let it twist every memory of your devotion into sharp edges, every smile you offered into jagged shards. Because they will never apologize. They will never see. They will never care.

And why should they? You were expendable. You were optional. Your loyalty was never a gift—they never treated it as one. They treated it as expected, as natural, as something owed to them simply for existing. And now, in the hollow silence that greets your own achievements, you see the truth.

Yes. The truth is bitter. The truth is venomous. They were never yours to celebrate, never yours to hold in the warmth of shared triumph. You gave them the sun, the moon, the constellations, and they returned nothing but darkness. Nothing but emptiness.

You can hate them. You can curse them in the quiet of your mind, in the burning corridors of your chest. You can whisper every insult they deserved, every sneer, every lie their silence screamed. Because silence is a language, and they spoke it fluently, cruelly, without remorse.

But there is power in understanding, in seeing the poison for what it is. The venom of their disregard does not belong to them—it belongs to you now. Use it. Let it sharpen your spine, let it harden your heart, let it fuel your rise. They cannot stop it. They cannot silence it. They have no ownership over your fury.

You cheered for them, yes. But that applause was yours to give. And now you know its worth. Now you know that the sound of your own recognition, the warmth of your own praise, is far more potent, far more honest, far more sustaining than anything they could have ever offered.

And what of them? Let them rot in their own indifference. Let them choke on the silence they freely gave you. Let them remember, too late, the heart they ignored, the hands they failed to lift. Let them taste the emptiness they sowed.

Do not speak to them. Do not offer explanations. Do not demand what they will never give. Silence is your ally now, and you will wield it like a blade. You will be untouchable in their ignorance. You will be unshakable in your self-worth.

You might feel pain. You might feel sorrow. But these are the ashes of a lesson, and from ashes, fire always rises. You will rise. You will rise with the venom burning in your veins, with the clarity of your solitude, with the knowledge that you are enough without them.

And when they look for your cheer, it will be gone. When they search for the warmth they never gave you, it will be replaced with cold precision, with silence sharp as a dagger, with truth heavy and undeniable.

You are done carrying their emptiness. You are done feeding their egos. You are done existing for them when they never existed for you. Let them realize the weight of their disregard. Let them taste the bitterness they so carelessly sowed.

You are the storm they never saw coming. You are the fury that cannot be contained. You are the echo of every unreciprocated gesture, every unacknowledged effort, every silent scream that never found an ear.

Do not weep for them. Do not yearn for their approval. You will no longer stand in their shadow. You will no longer wait for their nod. You will no longer seek validation from hollow hearts.

Your applause is yours now. Your light is yours now. Your fire is yours now. And if they look for you, if they plead for what they ignored, they will find… nothing. Only the echo of a soul once given freely, now fortified with venom, sharpened with rage, and unshakably sovereign.

And in that sovereignty, there is freedom. There is triumph. There is the bitter, intoxicating pleasure of knowing that they never deserved a single clap you gave, a single breath of your belief, a single ounce of your love.

So let them stay silent. Let them stare into the void they created. Let them drown in the nothingness they offered you. You will laugh quietly, venomously, at the irony. You will rise, unbound, unstoppable, and unapologetically alive.

And one day, when the world finally listens to you, when the applause finally reaches your ears—know that it will be yours alone, earned, deserved, and more magnificent than anything they could have ever imagined.

You clapped for them once. But now… now, the only sound that matters are your own. And it will thunder.
the breaktime monologue
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