I dream of other reality’s Where I’m pretty and popular Where everyone likes me And I’m free But still I’m trapped in these bland walls All alone and still me I wish for the day I wake up not here Seeing different walls Breathing like a real human being Because in this life I conform I pretend I lie I’m not me Ill never be free Till I get to the gates of heaven And till then I pretend That I’m not me I pray for that day When god takes me home And I can finally cry no more Because I’m finally at peace And I’ll no longer have to dream