It wasn’t supposed to end like this
It wasn’t supposed to end with tear stains on my satin pillowcase
It wasn't supposed to end with mascara smeared on my face
You were supposed to be my savior
Now your just a stranger
It wasn’t supposed to hurt that bad
I wasn’t supposed to be that sad
This one hurt like a stab in the heart
Even though it was just another throw in the dark
I really thought you needed me
But now your living without a care
I think about you as much as I think about the people in my everyday life
A huge part of my world is missing
Your stupid laugh
Your jokes that never made sense
And those dumb stories you used to tell me
But that's over
I'll never experience those things from you again
I dedicated one of my favorite songs to you
So now its hard to listen to
I hate what you did to me
But ill never hate you
Which i hate myself for
It wasn’t supposed to end with me crying in the bathroom
Hiding from my friends
I had to pretend though
I had to imagine being over you
I had to hurt so you could be happy
I still care
I really do
It wasn't supposed to end like this though
In my head
It wasn't supposed to end at all