On this night I feel so much fear...,.the time for leaving is getting near I say these words built up anxiety I do feel......for now I know this all real The devil's juice I do not need....for all it does is make my body bleed I will grow with courage and with another plan...with God's hand and people around me I surely can Now I feel he has a plan for me to walk this road and it shall be long I will take it slow and sing his song I must be strong and stay on path .....I will count the days sober and you can do the math