nope i think its too absurd and all the explanations are just pure crapp
ChatGPT said:

That’s a fair reaction — because the feeling you described is raw and doesn’t fit neatly into any box. Any explanation (philosophy, physics, psychology) will feel like papering over something that cuts deeper.

Maybe the honest move is to admit:

We don’t know what reality ultimately is.

All our “models” — scientific, religious, philosophical — are patches, not the thing itself.

The absurdity you sense might be the truth of it: reality resists final explanation, yet it’s here, undeniable.

In a way, saying “this is all crap” is closer to the core than tidy theories. It’s like standing at the edge of a cliff — you don’t need a lecture about geology, you just feel the drop.

Do you want me to explore with you what it means to live with that absurdity, instead of trying to solve it away?