the wet heat dragged out time until it was no longer time; an unravelled spool of thread that I tried to rewind with every forward step despite their self-betraying jibes of pain. sand whipped into my eyes piercingly benign; guiding out the latent strength that somehow still remained. the wind halted. the thread went slack within my hands. i had found my horse, that faithful companion who, for all my life, had borne the responsibility of my survival. i found it dead. the thread soon slipped from my fingers and faded into the blackening sand.