No need to remind them
If I'm doing fine
I'm just a rotting corpse
That's somehow alive

I hit the ground
that day I died
The day my frown
Learned how to hide

My tears they fell
My hope ran out
This feels like hell
Without a doubt

The blood ran down
It hit the floor
Soon I'll drown
And be no more

No memories I'll leave
None worth the time
I pulled up that sleeve
And I said goodbye

Yet it was her
Still on my mind
All was a blure
Guess I must've died

No one was there
To hear the cries
No one would dare
see through the lie

Now I'm just gone
Floating off in the wind
Just one little pawn
That just couldn't win

As sorry as I am
Please don't cry
I hope you understand
That I truly tried

Farewell to this world
Goodbye mom and dad
Your love was a pearl
But I was too sad

Didn't notice the beauty
But now I can see
I gave up too early
Cause I hated me

Now I understand
Why I should've tried
A little bit harder
To fight for my life

To many cared
Too many were there
I just couldn't see
To self obsessed
I had to be

So here I lie in bed
Writing the thoughts
Straight from my head

My family is sleeping
Yet I lie awake
Knowing I'm strong
There's more I can take

This isn't my story
This scenarios fake
Yet with one choice
It's that truth I could make

I could say goodbye
Or
I could get up and try

I could do something great
Walking on Earth
But not in the grave
Where I'm covered in dirt

I love my mom
I love my dad
They are the best family
I've ever had

I won't say goodbye
I know how that ends
I'll get up and try
And let my life begin