She sits opposite, devouring me with a delirious gaze through her fingers,
Remembering and honoring,
Not a day passes,
I am all in my efforts to cut the twisted cord binding tomorrow and yesterday,
A sticky thread of ****** saliva stretches from lips to the gravestone,
She is motionless,
Pitifully insignificant,
She is the opposite of everything natural.

I do not heed her howling,
Do not sacrifice myself in the name of love,
I do not want to know the details, I do not want to have her weaknesses,
I will wipe from the earth all coincidences, all omissions,
Misunderstood and inaccurate,
She does not dare to leave,
Afraid she will make a mistake and everything will again turn out tragically.

I will gouge out my eyes so as not to see her tears,
I do not wish to think that she suffers in earnest,
Too biased, too ugly,
There is no one here, it is time to quiet down,
But she looks without blinking, as if hoping that this beast in me will disappear.

There is no reason, and no time,
Study as much as you want the rainbow facets,
And there is no one here,
The reddish light will vanish, perish,
But she stands her ground.