Today I woke up my heart was pounding.....the feeling of anxiety was surely rising I think it was because of the thought of leaving . ..but all these feelings could be deceiving The question is should I stay or should I go ....the answer I really don't know.....being sober is going to be a part of my life The coping skills that I learned in the groups.....I will keep in my head thanks to the troops just for today don't think for tomorrow .....because when I cross the finish line there will be no more sorrow.