You wanted to know? You wanted to know why did I go I left because I wanted to die. I left because I ran out of tears to cry. You said suicide was the most selfish thing So I left so I could still dream But you dragged me back and the feeling grows I don’t tell anybody, nobody knows That I’m already dead With all my words still unsaid I don’t sleep at night My mind is in a constant fight For a life I don’t even want to stay in You think you’ll win But in the end I’ll be gone and no one will No one will win