I didn’t listen not at first not when the words were soft or when they cracked or when they came wrapped in silence because silence is easy to ignore
you were trying to say something not with your mouth but with your eyes your posture the way you stopped laughing without telling anyone why
I was busy being loud being clever being the kind of person people look at but don’t see
you said listen and I thought you meant hear but you meant feel you meant stay you meant don’t turn away just because it’s uncomfortable
I kept missing it the ache in your voice the way your sentences trailed off like they were afraid of their endings and I let them I let you fade
now I replay it the moments I brushed past the pauses I filled the truths I dodged and I wonder what would’ve happened if I had shut up just once and let you be
you weren’t asking for answers just space just presence just someone who didn’t need to fix you to prove anything to win
I hear you now too late maybe but I do and it’s louder than anything I ever said