he sees his angry daughter, i see a suppressed dragon who birthed another. and fire drips from the wall, thick oil, burning down the whole house. the colour paints my face in streaks of pain. he talks a monologue, i put the dishes away; quickly, careful. take his plate for it to rot in the sink, for another woman to clean. he snatches the soy sauce dish away from my breaking fingers. whatever he wants is a command. my eyes haze up, and look up to his. he has stitched spiders over his lenses. my mouth blends with my skin, sewn at the edges, when his gapes like a black hole.