abuse is a shadow that stretches long a silent echo in the chambers of years at first, it stings like fire on fresh skin sharp, unbearable, a scream caught in the throat
then it seeps into bones a slow ache that wears down the edges of self confusion tangled with fear, hope buried beneath layers of silence
the reaction is survival numbness when feeling is too much anger when words fail to protect withdrawal to a place no one can reach
years pass, but the ghost remains in moments that flicker, unbidden a look, a tone, a memory triggering the wounds that never healed
sometimes rage breaks loose not just at the abuser, but at the world for seeing, for turning away for the unbearable weight of bearing alone
and still, beneath it all thereβs a fierce thread of life a stubborn pulse that refuses to be broken a whisper of strength growing louder with time
the reaction to abuse is complex pain, yes, but also power and the slow reclaiming of what was stolen in silence