Falling asleep with a heart frozen, so cold,
Pain in the body is never to hold.
Losing connection to all that is real,
No matter how strong, time’s harsh seal.

Soon we all turn to weightless gray dust,
And time will remind us of mortal trust.

Why would I linger, why would I fight?
I can never have what my heart seeks at night.
What I need for joy, life never grants,
All that remains is an endless expanse.

Plummeting down through shards of my dreams,
Broken reflections of fractured seams.
Gaining momentum with every new scar,
When it’s over, we find peace afar.

Life was not evil, yet never kind,
Despair and self-hate turn blood into bind.

Before last memories vanish in mist,
I loop through moments that once felt like bliss.
Those that made me forget the cold storm,
Forever hating what I never formed.

Mistakes in the past shatter memories treasured,
Millions of pieces in chaos measured.
Warped by self-hate, pain we can’t show,
Our hearts hold truths we never let go.

Killing our souls with words left unsaid,
Not telling the ones we wish were near instead.