I ruined the thought of what could have been
the dosage of limerence was so high
all the joy was destroyed with just one word
so delicate is the beauty you wake up with
a flavored scent that never goes away
I have not once dream awake while staring at you
pretty little princess in a pink bow
aghast my spirit has been living these past few years
I've felt amoral
it was never my intention to hurt you
I take back every blackened word
all my witty remarks I murmured looking at you sing
it's my fault
I hear only the soloist amongst the choir
my eyes sparkle missing the beautiful bride-to-be
quivers of happiness in front of different mirrors
a teal green silhouette dress was my favorite
my heart pounded the handful of times around you
anybody who has your name now gets their name changed
these ill demons surround my soul
I battle with my angels before I awake
please
open the door of heaven or hell
let me go into the abyss
I want to forget the aesthetic taste
fashion installed inside of your goddess spirit
the most perfect face my eyes have
immortalized mentally.