In silence, I carried a sin passed down to me— a curse unbroken, paid for in full just to be loved by someone who never truly belonged to anyone.
It’s eating me alive, like a parasite draining the last light from my bones. It clings, slowly killing me for a mistake I never made.
I feel like a lost lamb, wandering the abyss, blindfolded by the sharp remorse that was never mine to carry.
For a moment, I exist in a world that never noticed I was here— like a forget-me-not, wilted by the road, meant to symbolize a love that died before it was remembered.
And all this guilt... the pain... the suffering...
I shall bear it— until it carves blood from my soul, and follows me into the grave’s dark cradle.
explores inherited guilt, emotional pain, and silent suffering, which is i felt this month ps: my mind keeps buzzing me off, and i have to express it to something that trully represent it:)