We are tantalus reaching for fruit A Memory out of reach Feels like a slash from a bliss sword A happy never healing wound Gushing with longing A river with no destination Just a hope for the past A memory of feelings When happiness had meaning When life had color A pain in your stomach Almost sweet So strong so overwhelming A crying dance Strings being pulled tight Suffocating a record off a beautiful tune That now seems off Didn't notice when it started But it will now never leave A longing so strong A river that will never find its destination Because it has already been- Where it wants to go