I don't know why I'm still taken a back ...
By my complete and total lack ...
Of Dopamine in my ADHD brain. 
How quickly I feel overwhelmed and drained.
There seems to be a disconnect...
Between the planing and the do.
But the  results don't reflect  
How hard I try for you.
I'll never be a decent keeper of time.
I'll always forget the instructions too.
If only you could see inside my mind...
Then you could see the chaos I live through.
So please understand I work so hard,
Just trying to do...
The little things things
that never require a second thought from you.