i think of the tear in my skirt and how its threads strayed, unkempt. how i never learned to sew because my grandma always put everything back together. how much i missed her that day. how a small tear really meant nothing in the grand scheme of things because the skirt was still beautiful, and maybe i no longer need lola's help, and maybe things were more beautiful when they were fraying. but fraying is too beautiful a word for brokenness: i picture a burning blaze of threadbare strength, carrying on.
lola means grandmother in tagalog. written november 2023