Lord In the name of your son I pray more than I can bear I pray not wealth, nor health But my prayer, so humble so solemn My heart cries for this And at the gates of mine own heart my prayer pulverizes my needs
It is a blessing, a tremendous privilege If only I would sleep hungry and my name dragged-- along the streets of the monsters and if termites nibbled by flesh like beasts and the remains lit up for the streets of Rome
My heart beckons. I cry so deeply in my heart I bleed from the inside-out and every meat and bone trembles I need would trade Silver and Gold I would trade the finest of robes, purple and pristine and seek this want burning want
For the world is a pagan temple and the remnants of joy are defiled and the beauty of mankind is robbed Until it is a mass of rotten flesh and the glory of men is a corpse
Lord, I want more than currency can offer I know not of what I want, none does I want glory shore-to-shore I want honor shore-to-shore I want refuge shore-to-shore I want to fight dragons I want to walk on giants I want to slaughter princes of darkness I want to pound none's chest as I watch them cry but to look and you, the battler the victor
Lord, I open my eyes before the mirror and I see what you are beauty Then I close them and see more beauty I see them sinking in their horizons Heights never scaled Depths never sounded Broader than broad Deeper than Deep Limits where words fail-- and understanding fractures
Lord, I want righteousness I want to stand by Him in the morning and sleep in his arms in the night I want to talk like He does to walk like He walks to have deeds so rich with Him
I want, I want, I want a tinker clothed in purity a beggar having assurance clothed in the morning His son! His Son! getting my warm from scriptura Until I see Him in His Glory
I have thought it shrewd to pen my heart before God