It's rotten work To get up in the morning To keep breathing
It's rotten work To make coffee And drink water
It's rotten work To eat when I'm not hungry And get dressed every day
It's rotten work It is to me If it's me
It's rotten work To go to work To pay my bills
It's rotten work To fake normalcy And mask whatever the hell this is
It's rotten work To not just sleep Sleep and sleep and sleep
It's rotten work It is for me If it's me
It's rotten work To drive each day And not off the highway
It's rotten work To be alive And keep caring for myselfβor trying to
It's rotten work Because all I want to do Is not talk, not eat, not drink
Just...sleep.
I'm getting bad again. Maybe I haven't been okay in a long time, I've just been hiding it. Either way, I am here again and I guess I forgot that it's rotten work to keep on living when all I want to do is sleep.