This is the prelude to a corny poem — not by genre, but by gesture. The kind of moment you text someone who can never quite let go. A character who, the more you explain yourself, builds up their anger, like Lego — stacked tight, no gaps. Great, now you're blocked! It’s the same game; they say they’re breaking down like Tetris, but you’re the last crooked piece, a corner away from clarity, from giving out a proper response, but you're stuck at a stop sign called Writer’s Block.
(Not to say I grew up on the streets —but a soft smile is what I use to pave the way of finding peace.) And whether this turns into a path toward a kiss all depends how well you’ve cemented your foundations, for your intentions to come out firm and concrete. Not to sink into gossip, like spilled tea on the front steps of the neighbour down the street. Because not every door you knock on is one built for your peace. Not every neighbour you greet is a neighbourhood of people open to giving you some peace.
Community grief isn’t all of our concerns to give… so call me rude, but I don’t like to deal with everyone’s grief. So when I see you approaching, I might walk in the other direction of this street. Especially if I’ve already read all the signs but you chose to walk into that direction. Now you stand in your wreckage, asking me for directions, as if I’m still your GPS for healing.
Making me appear lost for words, stuck again at Writer’s Block — where metaphors turn to mortar, and the silence right between us starts stacking brick by brick. A friendship we were supposed to build up as something worthwhile. But the foundation we built it all on was something we never hoped for.