I cut my arms in seventh grade. “What’s so terrible about your life?” “Why are you looking for pity?” I developed an eating disorder. “Gain weight, you look awful.” “There’s nothing wrong with you. Stop.” I ran away. “You think your life is so miserable!” “You have clothes and food and shelter what could possibly be wrong?” I cried myself to sleep every night. You never noticed. These were cries for help, mom! This wasnt attention seeking! I needed you to be a real parent. I was crying. For help.