the reason i still feel a little hollow
i still dont really know
i can tell life is better
people say im happier
they talk like i was sick
and finally found the cure
i dont wear my hat anymore
not the one i always wore
not the one you wanted to see me in
i like to wear my hair down now
other people compliment me on it
i dont worry about looking stupid as much
starting to feel safer in my own skin
and clothes
tomorrow im going to wear my favorite button down
that you called 'a **** *** shirt'
when i heard you say that
i didnt really want to wear it anymore

she still comes up sometimes
when i get bored
but i think thats normal
im still a child
coping with losing things